By: donna brown

my husband and i have been separated 3 and a half months now i asked him to leave until he could stop emotionally abusing me and putting his wants and the wants of his ex girlfriend above my needss and those of our marriage, nex monday the 28this our 1st wedding anniversary, i have found horrid things about him from his past but i dont judge his past as he and i are christians, he says he dont know what he wants..he says we shouldnt have married and he may want to come home but he doesnt know...meanwhile i have lost my life really, my husband and our family are everthing to me, the only thing that matters more is serving GOD and christ....i have 4 step babies with him and 3older ones only know of his absence, abuse and neglect, the youngest is now gettng to know him at 6 yrs...she is the only one he was in their life while sober and he will do anythin including brea parole restrictions to see her as well as go on family days with her and her mom and exclude me....his ex wants him back and siad i wasnt allowed to know the baby david says now hed like to ome home but he has to keep her happy so he can visit with their daughter i am so alone, i just had my bday alone, our anniversary is next monday andthe holidays are around the corner, david and his family are all the family and friends i have and nw i am not allowed to communicate with them,,,,i know GOD is with me and his angels and i got a kitten but i am so alone and helpless and most days my only hope is in the day i get to go home to heaven....please pray for resurrection of our marriage and my heart thank you amen

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